Straight Edge Life

One thing I’ve found in common with many of my friends who drink, which is all but one of my friends by the way, is that they put little or no thought into why they drink. I mean NO thought. It’s just something they do just “because”. I have trouble understanding this. It’s as frustrating as when my mom used to say “because” as an answer to any question she didn’t want to answer. She didn’t do that often, but you know what I’m saying. I guess I just wasn’t blessed with that level of casualness in my life. A lot of what I do has a very specific reason behind it. Everything I do has some reason behind it. At least a little. So I don’t get it. It is what it is, I’m not freaking out, it’s just a curiosity. It’s something I don’t know how to approach when I want to talk to people about drinking. It usually comes in the context of “oh wow, why don’t you drink?”. I give them a nice answer and they can’t respond in turn. Anyways. It’s weird to me.